This weekend has started off quite interesting already. Last night I partied with my friends and I had a blast, though tonight I think I’m going to take it easy. Earlier yesterday a boy came looking for me. His name was C. I have this crush on him. He is gay but he’s very mysterious. It’s hard for me to read him and he fascinates me. I don’t know really what it is about him that makes me so interested in him but he has the ability to capture my attention. He came looking for me yesterday, he went to my room while I was downstairs I learned later from my roommate. I ran into him while I was heading upstairs. He seemed to be happy to see me. This attention being paid to me is new, earlier the day before I hung out with him on the pier; we were looking for snook and other types of fish at 1 in the morning. Perfect time for looking for fish right? We talked a lot, he’s a very deep person but he’s also really reserved. It’s a weird situation though… some days he’s really active and friendly towards me then others we don’t really talk at all. It is what it is I guess and I’m not going to put much effort into the relationship because I know that it may become nothing. On a different note I was a total idiot the other evening when my friend S. came in. I was goofing around with her and tapped her on the head with a magazine and forgot that she had gotten her Industrial done on her ear. I hit it by accident and she started crying it hurt so badly. She forgave me and was like it was all cool it was a mistake but I felt like a total asshole. Oh and another thing, my roommate came out to me last evening. It was so exciting because now we have something to relate to! I’m taking him to the next EC Pride meeting and I’m so excited for him! I just think it’s kind of ironic that Eckerd put two gay guys in the same room with each other. Oh well that just means now I can beautify the room. Yay I’m so excited. Another great thing happened yesterday I received my Long board that I ordered online. And I’m in love with it. So over all this weekend has been good so far. I plan to take it easy tonight and actually get ahead in my reading this afternoon. I’m glad I got to post again sorry it’s been taking for ever! You know you love me. x o x o –Edward
