So life as a college student is not as hard as it is built up to be. Classes can be challenging from time to time however, the hard part I would say is the time management. You are given ultimate freedom in college how you use it however can make or break you. I love it here at Eckerd, I love my friends and I love the work. On a different note I cannot help but say that I am lonely. Everyone tells me the right guy will come in time, but I think they are wrong. I think that I have to find the right one. I’m tired of sitting around waiting for my knight in shining armor. My heart craves companionship, I long for the physical affection of another. Before college I had a taste of what a relationship could be like. And now that I’ve tasted what it’s like to be cared about by another guy, I really want it. I would say that’s the only thing that I’m lacking right now in my life. I have everything that I could possibly ever want. And I’d be willing to give it all away for a relationship. Well mostly everything, not my education though. I don’t know. I really want a boyfriend, or a love interest at the very least. Its hard to not think about it either. When my girl friends talk about guys or they talk about their boyfriends or boy toys it makes me think about it. Its always there, in the pub, in the library, at the pool, at my dorm, on the way to class, in the car, it never stops for me. I always think about it. I want to be complete, and I want to know what it feels like to be loved like that. Xoxo
-edward
