Don’t get me wrong, being home for Thanksgiving is fantastic. But my heart is so confused! Its such an odd feeling, I’m not even sure if I can describe it. When I came home on Tuesday, I immediately realized how weird it felt! I feel as though I’m living two different lives. I’ve got all of my old friends from high school that are here for me when I come home, but I’ve also got all of my friends at Baylor. Being home really throws me off. I feel as though I’m cheating on my life at Baylor. I realize this sounds completely ridiculous but I’ve never felt anything like this before and I thought it was worth voicing. It is definitely not a bad feeling, it is just different.
My parents have always been divorced, for as long as I can remember so I’ve really always had two homes. But this is just so different. I live at Baylor. My life right now is there. Coming home is almost like going back in time. Its so refreshing!
In other news finals are coming up. I haven’t full on started freaking out yet, but I’m sure I will, just give me time. I am seriously worried about my religion final. Seriously? The whole bible? Yikes.
And lastly I would like for everyone to know that I very possibly got rid of my year long case of the hiccups today! Keep your fingers crossed!
